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Anonymous:
Has anyone ever told you that you look like the kid that plays Joffrey on Game of Thrones? You could be his sister.

Haha no I have not. That’s a first.
I think it’s the blonde hair, pale skin, blue eyes, and dark eyebrows thing we got going on

Sunday, April 13, 2014
We all go through highs and lows, and even though it's not fun, sometimes the lows are a really important part of figuring out who you are and what you want. Just let things run their course. I always think of a pendulum swinging -- sometimes it swings to a dark place, but it'll ALWAYS swing back to the light place again. I'm always here for you! :)

I just hope the light will show itself! I have much to be grateful for and happy about with my job and family and friends. I just hope this dark cloud clears up and I will be able to see clearly again

My mom said to me on the day I got hired at Disneyland to always remember how happy I felt that day because I would have crazy lows again one day too and that I should always try to remember that I could feel that way again. My mom has never been wrong. <3 You will get those feelings back and I am always here for you when you have them or not.

I try to look back and find those happy moments, but they tend to lead to memories of other happiness that are now just questions whether they were real or not.

Hi Brooke! I've been following you for a while and I just wanted to add to the love that your followers have been sending you :) Your blog is really fun and I love the things you post. You're such a happy and positive lady that its weird to see you troubled about anything!! I hope everything gets better real soon!

Thank you. Yes normally I am very positive and happy, because I had this certainty in my life that filled my heart with so much joy that no matter how hard things got, I could find that spark of happiness to get myself through. But when that certainty becomes an uncertainty… That spark of happiness fades and soon fades to black.

I hope you feel better, but please also remember that it's okay not to feel okay! Sometimes we feel guilty about just feeling bad (at least I do), which can just make everything worse. But anyway, I hope things start looking up for you soon! <3 (and I'm glad that your showcase went well!!)

I really needed this. Thank you. It’s really disheartening when people you love do not understand that you can’t just be happy/not sad anymore.
I just hope people will one day accept me for who I am… Good and bad..

Anonymous:
Things are going to look up for you, lovely! Chin up & just keep shooting for the stars, you can do it!

I am trying to keep my chin up. It just feels like there’s 1000 pounds holding it down.
I’m going to keep trying though

Anonymous:
Did you ever have bangs when you had long hair? What did It look like?

Not really. I had kind of side swept bangs but never blunt bangs.

Anonymous:
I know things have been tough for you lately, but just remember that in order for an arrow to hit the bullseye, it needs to be pulled back. Great things are going to come into your life. Keep your chin up, buttercup.

Thank you very very much anon. I love that analogy with the arrow and bullseye, it’s very fitting in my life.
I just remember there was a time where I was very happy and strong and these days I feel very weak, ugly, and not worth much.
It’s really hard for me to look back at old pictures to see how happy I was, and to ask myself what did I do to deserve this feeling I have now…
I do really hope things will get better. That I will get better.

Saturday, April 12, 2014
It went great! Thanks for asking everyone :) I will be making a whole post about it soon. I&#8217;m just being totally lazy for these next few days.. I think I deserve it!

It went great! Thanks for asking everyone :) I will be making a whole post about it soon. I’m just being totally lazy for these next few days.. I think I deserve it!

Tuesday, April 8, 2014
Anonymous:
there's this girl who works at Disneyland who looks just like you! it's crazy!

Ohhhhh send me a picture!

 
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